Kris left on a 12 day road trip with her mother and Zoe Friday morning at about 5:23AM, roughly. They are delivering a car to her uncle Jimmy in Hampton, NY. I�??m not going to lie. It was a tough moment for me. It actually started at about 4:52 AM, roughly, when I went into Zoe�??s room and she was standing in her crib. I looked at her, picked her up, held her, kissed her cheek and thought nothing other than not wanting her to go. I gave it a last ditch effort: �??Kris, don�??t go!�?� No avail. Momma loaded her up in the car and I gave her a kiss and a last look. It was pretty heart wrenching. I was looking down the barrel of ten days without my little Bumper. I have gotten really used to having her around and her being a huge part of me.

It�??s now Monday. Momma and Zoe are in Jacksonville, FL and reports are all good. Zoe is doing great. I still have another 8 days to go. It�??s funny, I forgot how much freedom I had before Zoe, but you know what? I don�??t miss it. Zoe fills up my life in such a positive way that not having her around creates a big void. Sure its nice to be able to jump in the car and roll somewhere without packing her up and pulling her out, but I�??d take the latter just to be able to kiss her goodnight and get up with her in the morning.

Enough of me whining, I have some partying to do while they are away! Anybody up for Vegas?

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